Monday, May 25, 2009

I think NOT!

I was at a friends wedding this weekend. It was great. I got to see her and it brought back some good memories. I did run into some of Amy's old frinds at the wedding. What an odd place to run into people. I texted Amy to let her know and she said to say Hi. Wow, did not expect the bitter response back. My date kept saying they were my frinds in a joking manner ( I think not) and I said they were hers. Makes for a good joke. Anyway I digress. So here I was dancing and Andrea walks up to me and says, "Come on and dance with me. When ae you going to get a chance to dance with a hot girl like me?" Her? Hot? I think NOT! WOW, she really needs to get a better look in the mirror. Not to mention the attitude change (bitter pill) and HELLO your at a wedding don't hit on a persons date when they leave for the restroom. No not me, she hit on my date. I see Crystal, Cheryl, and myself making jokes about this night for a long time.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


I went on my first Disney Cruise. I had some high expectations, but then again it's Disney. Don't get me wrong I had a good time. It's just that I think I could have had moe fun. Example: The adult Beach at Castaway is boring. No noise, just a quite beach with people selling you drinks. On the other side the children's area is noisey, but you get live music. Not to mention the hot moms. Also the rentals are in the kids area. On a different note I also went to see how things would go with a girl. Didn't go at all. It looked like she was trying to not be near me. I didn't get frustrated, I just went on and had a good time. I would like to go again. The party mix wasn't right, but still a good group. Next time though I will bring alcahol to save money and still party like a rock star. yeah me!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Fitness Ball

I have learned a new word for hell. Also known as fitness ball. So I did some sit ups with it. Ouch and more ouch. Then I decided to hit the stairs then the treadmill. Afterwards I thought I would use my weight while on the ball. Yup, it's hell and I bought a one way ticket. Even if I don't get the 6 pak abs I will be happy with the loss of the gut. Week one down and a life time to go.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Death by treadmill

So I started back up with the excercise routine. I also started the eat healthy thing. No loving it, but I know it's for the best. I am doing 30 minutes on the treadmill. Would do 45, but the thing is an incline machine. Yeah, it changes height during my walk. So far the 30 minutes is tiring, but I hope to overcome it and move to harder patterns. I'm also running up and down the stairs. I read in a health guide that a 150lb person doing the stairs for 1 minute looses 150 cal. Well I figure a tubby like me doing it for a complete song will burn a ton. Note to self, it hurts like hell halfway through the song. Go me for trying.

Saturday, March 14, 2009


How do I hate these times. I really hate the lonely feeling. I usually just move on, but then there are times it comes on strong. I look at POF and see if there is anyone I would like to meet, but I just can't do it. For several reasons: 1st with my job on the line I can't be sure i can sustain dating. 2nd It would only be to get rid of the feeling. 3rd What I really want I won't find until I am 100% happy with myself. On the upsie I have started back working ot. Sort of. I am doing the treadmill for 30 minutes a day. It's a start.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Going out with an ex

So on Saturday I went out with an ex. I met her before the movie and I found out she is dating an Army guy. Am I upset. Not at all, she's an ex for 2 reasons. None of which I want to comment on right now. When a few of her male friends finally showed up we went and saw the Wrestler. Talk about not being a happy movie. Not a typical me movie. We even joked that it should be called The Wrestler and the Topless Bar. Way to many shots in the Topless Bar. You have to see it to understand. Anyway we all left and said our goodbyes. I found out she was parked near me so we walked to the cars together. She gave me a big hug and we parted ways. It was then that i noticed that she did not hug any of the other guys. Makes me wonder.......

Monday, March 2, 2009

Old friends

Tonight I hung out with friends I haven't seen in a long time. I met them at Jelly Rolls thinking of all the fun we had there. I figured it would be great to catch up and create new memories. Boy was I wrong. I don't think I could have been anymore bored. You know it's bad when you keep looking at your watch thinking is it over yet. Texting your other friends wishing they were here because they are always fun to be around. I know things like this happen, but when it does it really sucks. Here's to hoping the next outing is better.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009


So my ex and I still talk. It's odd that we ended our relationship on good terms. Is there regret in us ending? Yes and no. You see on the night we broke up I kept something to myself. When she asked if I was thinking the same thing she was, I should have told her the truth. What I did do was agree with her. Was it wrong to do it. She's happy now and married to a great guy. Who knows we may have gone downhill and not ended up speaking to each other. It will always be that I wonder the what ifs and sit on the fense thinking. To regret or not to regret. That is the question.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

I just don't get it

I can call a situation in a bar or club like it I have some super power. I see people and just by waching a few seconds can tell you the turn out of a situation. Example a guy goes to hit on a girl. I can tell if he's in or out. What I just don' get is why I can't to the same for me. It's like this abilty has an off swich that my evil twin turns off. Am I doomed to make the wrong call for the rest of my life. Who knows. Maybe one day I will get it. I know that it just wasn't today.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Thrown under a bus

Yup I did it. I threw my boss and his boss under a bus. I had a meeting with the GM and let her know my feelings. It's amazing how much better I feel. Yeah I know job security should be first and foremost, but I didn't go back to Disney for the money. I went because I was happy working there. Now it's different. Happiness is something that comes every so often. I need a new location, a new boss, and better co workers. Don't get me wrong. I like working with my 2nd and 3rd shift partners. It's the 1st shift paine in the ***** that I have issues with. Do I see what I have done having any effect on my resent work status. No, but who knows what the future will have for me. Personally I would suffer this shift if the right girl would come into my life. Till then I'll do what I can to get into a better position.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Profile Pics

Yup that's right, more random thoughts by me. So I was looking at some female profile pics and reading there profile. I know me reading, shocking. Anyway. After some carefull reading I come to believe that people just don't think before they post. Example one: Picture of a female in a bikini or underwear. Then in the profile they are upset about all the perverts writting them. Gee I didn't see that coming.....NOT!!!! Now for the next example. The picture is with the girls arm around another guy. Why? Your trying to find someone to date. That's not the way to do it. I can go on but you get the point.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

To make a move or not

That is the question. Makes me wonder if it's a part of some ancient ritual. If it is please come up with a guide book. Anyway... The reason for the title is simple. I have gone out with a group and this one girl is around a lot. We flirt, but not regularly. It seems to come and go in spurts. Some time she throws hints and at oter time she seems to be in a whole new solar system. So now I ponder the age old question. Who knows, but one thing is for sure. I better have my head on straight come cruise time. For you see she is one of the 6 girls going. Seven if you count the gay man.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Nice guys (chapter, book, or part?)

Why is it that women say that want a nice guy? Then when they don't want to go out anymore they tell you, "Your a really sweet and nice guy" (or something similar) I just want the honest truth. Is that so much to ask. If you don't find me attractive say so. This beating around the bush drives me nuts. I'm starting to think the bush has gotten so beaten it has become mulch. I know this is a topic that can go on forever, but hey what are blogs for anyway. hahaha

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

What some people write

So I was reading a personl on POF and came across a stunner. I know people write wierd things, but actually do them. This woman wrote about what she has been through and doesn't want. Ok, that makes sense. It was like a train wreck I just couldn't close the window. I kept reading and reading. Is she someone I would want to date. Well compared to what she has been through I would be the next top model. I would think you would not want to write things down that would turn away people you want to meet. Oh well, who can understand these internet date site.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

First ever blog

So what can I say. Today I thought I was having a good day. Talked about not loosing your dreams and making changes for the better. Shocking I know that I would say something positive to peole who don't listen to me anyway. Then I drive home and what do I see. Orange County parked outside my house. I pull in to the drive way and I see all the lights on. An awfull feeling came over me. I open the door and there is my roommate taling to the sheriff. We've been robbed. I had a huge range of emotions hit me. I felt angry, usecure, frustrated, sad, and almost threw up. my life has another chapter and this time it sucks. Who knows what tomorrow will bring.