Saturday, March 14, 2009
How do I hate these times. I really hate the lonely feeling. I usually just move on, but then there are times it comes on strong. I look at POF and see if there is anyone I would like to meet, but I just can't do it. For several reasons: 1st with my job on the line I can't be sure i can sustain dating. 2nd It would only be to get rid of the feeling. 3rd What I really want I won't find until I am 100% happy with myself. On the upsie I have started back working ot. Sort of. I am doing the treadmill for 30 minutes a day. It's a start.