I think NOT!

I was at a friends wedding this weekend. It was great. I got to see her and it brought back some good memories. I did run into some of Amy's old frinds at the wedding. What an odd place to run into people. I texted Amy to let her know and she said to say Hi. Wow, did not expect the bitter response back. My date kept saying they were my frinds in a joking manner ( I think not) and I said they were hers. Makes for a good joke. Anyway I digress. So here I was dancing and Andrea walks up to me and says, "Come on and dance with me. When ae you going to get a chance to dance with a hot girl like me?" Her? Hot? I think NOT! WOW, she really needs to get a better look in the mirror. Not to mention the attitude change (bitter pill) and HELLO your at a wedding don't hit on a persons date when they leave for the restroom. No not me, she hit on my date. I see Crystal, Cheryl, and myself making jokes about this night for a long time.

Cruise

I went on my first Disney Cruise. I had some high expectations, but then again it's Disney. Don't get me wrong I had a good time. It's just that I think I could have had moe fun. Example: The adult Beach at Castaway is boring. No noise, just a quite beach with people selling you drinks. On the other side the children's area is noisey, but you get live music. Not to mention the hot moms. Also the rentals are in the kids area. On a different note I also went to see how things would go with a girl. Didn't go at all. It looked like she was trying to not be near me. I didn't get frustrated, I just went on and had a good time. I would like to go again. The party mix wasn't right, but still a good group. Next time though I will bring alcahol to save money and still party like a rock star. yeah me!

Fitness Ball

I have learned a new word for hell. Also known as fitness ball. So I did some sit ups with it. Ouch and more ouch. Then I decided to hit the stairs then the treadmill. Afterwards I thought I would use my weight while on the ball. Yup, it's hell and I bought a one way ticket. Even if I don't get the 6 pak abs I will be happy with the loss of the gut. Week one down and a life time to go.

Death by treadmill

So I started back up with the excercise routine. I also started the eat healthy thing. No loving it, but I know it's for the best. I am doing 30 minutes on the treadmill. Would do 45, but the thing is an incline machine. Yeah, it changes height during my walk. So far the 30 minutes is tiring, but I hope to overcome it and move to harder patterns. I'm also running up and down the stairs. I read in a health guide that a 150lb person doing the stairs for 1 minute looses 150 cal. Well I figure a tubby like me doing it for a complete song will burn a ton. Note to self, it hurts like hell halfway through the song. Go me for trying.

Lonely

How do I hate these times. I really hate the lonely feeling. I usually just move on, but then there are times it comes on strong. I look at POF and see if there is anyone I would like to meet, but I just can't do it. For several reasons: 1st with my job on the line I can't be sure i can sustain dating. 2nd It would only be to get rid of the feeling. 3rd What I really want I won't find until I am 100% happy with myself. On the upsie I have started back working ot. Sort of. I am doing the treadmill for 30 minutes a day. It's a start.

Going out with an ex

So on Saturday I went out with an ex. I met her before the movie and I found out she is dating an Army guy. Am I upset. Not at all, she's an ex for 2 reasons. None of which I want to comment on right now. When a few of her male friends finally showed up we went and saw the Wrestler. Talk about not being a happy movie. Not a typical me movie. We even joked that it should be called The Wrestler and the Topless Bar. Way to many shots in the Topless Bar. You have to see it to understand. Anyway we all left and said our goodbyes. I found out she was parked near me so we walked to the cars together. She gave me a big hug and we parted ways. It was then that i noticed that she did not hug any of the other guys. Makes me wonder.......

Old friends

Tonight I hung out with friends I haven't seen in a long time. I met them at Jelly Rolls thinking of all the fun we had there. I figured it would be great to catch up and create new memories. Boy was I wrong. I don't think I could have been anymore bored. You know it's bad when you keep looking at your watch thinking is it over yet. Texting your other friends wishing they were here because they are always fun to be around. I know things like this happen, but when it does it really sucks. Here's to hoping the next outing is better.